The God Who Sees

One of the ways we can be sure God is the author of the Bible is that He clearly is not afraid to show the messy parts. Had man written the Bible there would be quite a few unsavory situations that would have been buried or tucked away for ‘appearance’ sake.

Take for example the story of Abraham, Sarah, and Sarah’s maidservant, Hagar. Abraham and Sarah had been set apart by God for a calling far beyond their own imaginations. I can only imagine the sense of destiny that God placed in their hearts when He told Abraham, “Now look toward the heavens, and count the stars, if you are able to count them…so shall your descendants be.” (Genesis 15:5)

Abraham and Sarah waited.  After several years, Sarah looked at the situation and discerned its weakness. Rather than silence the voice of the enemy by faith in God’s promise, she bowed in servitude and did the devil’s bidding. She took it upon herself to establish in her own flesh what God Himself had promised to do. She told her husband, “Go sleep with my maidservant; perhaps I can build a family through her”? (Genesis 16:2)

Unfortunately, faithlessness has its consequences and Hagar, by no means an innocent woman, would become an innocent victim.

The Bible tells us that after Hagar became pregnant their relationship changed. Hagar began to ‘despise her mistress’. I imagine that the scorn was more than Sarah could bear. Knowing that she had the upper hand she would show Hagar how to take offense to a new level. The Bible says that Sarah ‘mistreated’ Hagar. I was surprised to learn that the Hebrew word for this actually connotes violence. Hagar was abused and mistreated in a violent way by Sarah, a woman called and chosen by God.

With no one to defend her from this harsh treatment, Hagar did what anyone with an ounce of fight left in them would do; she left.

Storm-tossed, and rejected, I imagine Hagar sitting in a desert wasteland partially conscious. With her mind, heart, and emotions whirling about a Mighty voice suddenly breaks through: “Hagar, servant of Sarai, where have you come from, and where are you going?” How amazing is God that He knows how to ask a question in a way that assures us He already knows it all?

After Hagar receives her instruction to ‘go back’, the Bible says that, “She gave this name to the Lord who spoke to her: You are God who sees me, for she said, ‘I have now seen the One who sees me.’ “ (Genesis 16:13)

God was at work in Abraham and Sarah’s life. They were chosen and predestined ‘according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will.’ (Ephesians 1:11) But what of Hagar? She wasn’t part of God’s plan. Yet, the Lord in His boundless mercy supernaturally broke into this woman’s world to comfort her, and assure her that there is a godly justice.

If God revealed Himself to Hagar as the ‘God who Sees’, how much more the blood bought, blood washed, and born again saints of the Most High?

“For this is what the high and lofty One says— he who lives forever, whose name is holy: “I live in a high and holy place, but also with him who is contrite and lowly in spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly and to revive the heart of the contrite.” (Isaiah 57:15)

3 Legged Jake: Why Submission is Good

Several months ago my husband and I found out about a stray dog that was hit by a car.  Jake (I named him that) ended up having to have his front left leg amputated. With a fractured pelvis and a fractured hind leg it took months for him to heal. As Jake’s primary caregiver the long-drawn-out healing process gave me plenty of time to grow very attached.  I asked my husband several times if he would consider keeping him.  Let’s just say he never once gave me any reason to be hopeful.  At one point he  became so obviously agitated that I figured it best to back off.  It was time to pray.  Proverbs 21:1 says that, “The king’s heart is in the hand of the Lord; he directs it like a watercourse wherever he pleases.” If this dog was meant to be mine then God had power to communicate it to him.

In an act of faith I took aggressive steps to find Jake a loving home, all the meanwhile hoping God would move on my husband’s heart. I found out about an adoption event at the animal shelter. I knew that if I took Jake he would get adopted. He was a sweet, affectionate, well-behaved (albeit hyper) dog that would win anyone’s heart over – that is, except for my husband’s.

The Saturday of the adoption event I attended my women’s Bible Study in the morning.  Providentially we had a nice solid teaching on ‘submission’. When I got home I set my face like flint and called for a taxi.  Although I couldn’t understand why after all this time God allowed my husband’s heart to remain so closed, and mine so open, I asked Jesus to just help me surrender Jake to God. I couldn’t stop crying in the backseat with Jake in my lap. I prayed that God would give me grace to do this with some measure of composure. The last thing I wanted  was t0 be surrounded by “animal people” who in my view, can get a little weird, in such a weakened state.  My heart was so heavy over the thought of having to hand him over to someone else. The closer we got to the shelter the harder I cried.  About 2 blocks away from the shelter my husband called.   “Babe, tell the driver to turn around. You can keep the dog and I’m gonna love him too.” I screamed with joy and told the driver to turn around.  I told my taxi driver why my tears of sadness had just turned to tears of joy.  He started to cry too.  I told him about Jesus and why God’s way was always best.  (Remember him in your prayers please.  I don’t know his name now but God does.)

One of the unsung heroes in the Bible is Abraham’s wife, Sarah. If Abraham is considered the ‘Father of our Faith’ then Sarah is our Mother.  I Peter 3:6 tells us that when Sarah called her husband ‘Master’ she was not bowing to Abraham in the literal sense.  Sarah was making a choice for God. Sarah had been through a lot. She also was responsible for her share of mistakes too. But, her submission was a statement: “God, you’ve given us a promise and I don’t see how it can ever be carried out. There is nothing in Abraham and there is nothing in me, but I’m getting in line with your order. My hope is in you and by your grace I will not give way to fear.”

True biblical submission is nothing to be afraid of.  It is motivated by faith in God. It isn’t about legalism or authoritarianism.  Submission is about getting in line with God’s order so that God’s will is done.  If you are in a situation today that calls for you to submit, don’t be afraid. Do it God’s way.  It’s good, right, and it always works!

“look to Abraham, your father, and to Sarah, who gave you birth. When I called him he was but one, and I blessed him and made him many.” (Isaiah 51:2)

Whose Report Shall We Believe?

As some of you know, my husband and I both work at one of the larger financial institutions headquartered in NYC. Our company has been in the news a lot lately. If the term “zombie bank” (a phrase that’s just been fabulous for employee morale) rings a bell – that’s us. Each quarter, since November 2007, we have watched management cut deeper and deeper into headcount across the board. During the last “lay-off” 60% of my team got wiped out. My manager, a senior executive, told me that he didn’t know what to wear to work that day.  He needed his wife to help him select a suit because, after all, “What do you wear to an execution?” After the tumult there is always the obligatory “regrouping” meeting where the remaining leaders do their best to assure survivors that the “worst” of the storm has passed. To the extent that they are able, they give the remaining “team” a pep talk, make respectable efforts to rally the troops, and then send us on our way. We all shuffle out of the conference room quietly back to our desks wanting to believe what we’ve just heard but incapable of shaking the distinct feeling that we’ve been there and done this before. I won’t even mention the numbness that must be “turned on” in order to make it through the day as the sudden absence of friends and co-workers whose desks and offices have been abruptly vacated leave us all emotionally stunned.

 

I try to get my hands on as much information as I can on the economic outlook, and the stock market. I take particular interest in this as it relates to my employer. I talk to as many people as I can. I ask them as many questions as they are willing to answer. I especially like to get reports from my husband’s business group because traders, as opposed to investment bankers, usually have a unique perspective. In my efforts to sort fiction from fact, I try to discern if viewpoints come from a particular political stance. I try to figure out if there is some agenda driving a certain perspective. Who is saying what? Why are they saying it? Is the data being presented complete, conclusive, skewed, or even manipulated? I talk to anyone who looks smart. I look for anything to read. I listen to, or watch, anything that could possibly contribute to a greater understanding of this current crisis that we are in. After months of doing this (and I’m a little tired) the only thing that I can come up with or say with absolute certainty is this: No one knows anything, including me. As such, despite my interest, I have determined that I don’t care anymore what anyone has to say about the stock market, the American economy, the global economy, my employer, or my employer’s peers. The only way to stop these raging waters that keep breaching the levees and threatening to overtake us all is to exalt the one “who sits enthroned upon the flood.” (Psalms 29:10).

Currently I am reading, I Exalt You, O God: Encountering His Greatness in Your Private Worship”, written by my favorite author and teacher Jerry Bridges. It is a 31-day devotional that focuses on a different aspect of God’s character each day. I won’t be so presumptuous as to say that now more than ever before in our generation, Christians must exalt Him, but I will be so bold as to say that now, more than ever before, I must exalt Him!

 

On “Day 6” Bridges helped me take my eyes off of the things of the earth that God happens to call “his footstool” (Isaiah 66:1) and back on Jesus, the Lion of Judah, (Revelation 5:5) who, as God would have it, is seated at His right hand, “far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every title that can be given, not only in the present age but also in the one to come.” (Ephesians 1:22)

 

Bridges talks about the greatness of God and the error of comparing this incomparably awesome God to the situation around us. The fact is, we do compare God to our circumstances, our problems, and the issues of society around us. We compare – and these circumstances and problems often seem bigger than God. Moses did this when the people of Israel grumbled over their lack of meat. God had promised to give meat not for a day, but for a month until they loathed it. Moses was incredulous:

Here I am among six hundred thousand men on foot, and you say, “I will give them meat to eat for a whole month!” Would they have enough if flocks and herds were slaughtered for them? Would they have enough if all the fish in the sea were caught for them? (Numbers 11:21-11)

 

Moses was saying that even if the impossible did happen he still would be facing an insurmountable crisis. His outcry underscores just how grave the situation was and I do not believe his reaction was overly theatrical. I can appreciate him assessing the realities with his natural mind and coming to the conclusion that he did: “Stick a fork in it; we’re done.” Moses was facing a catastrophe with absolutely no viable solution. It was a critical state of affairs and he started to do what we all are tempted to do when we face the impossible. He made the severity of his situation equal to God.

 

God responded to Moses and said, “Is the LORD’s arm too short? You will now see whether or not what I say will come true for you.” (Numbers 11:23) Bridges brings back to memory some other people who faced impossible predicaments or situations: God also asked Abraham’s wife, Sarah, ‘Is anything to hard for the LORD? (Genesis 8:14), and he said through the prophet Jeremiah, ‘I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?’ (Jeremiah 32:27). Again the answer is an emphatic no. As the angel Gabriel told Mary, ‘Nothing is impossible with God.’ “

 

Bridges is right.  One of our problems is that “we limit God to what we can imagine as possibilities” but that “God is not limited to our most creative ideas.” He brings it all together with this final thought, “We, too, will trust God to the extent we fear Him; to the extent we stand in absolute awe and amazement at His great power and sovereign rule over all His creation.”

 

I have many friends, and loved ones who are currently surrounded by impossible personal circumstances: The recent loss of a job; a prolonged period of finding a job; the threat of losing of a home that seems to grow more and more imminent by the second; the diminishment of a 401K over 60% right before retirement; bills that keep coming; and bills that come out of left field, and the list goes on. A realistic assessment of things would lead you to ask, “How can this thing NOT end in total catastrophe?” Well, we are going to make it. God has possibilities and solutions to each and every crisis that we can’t even imagine. He is the God who holds each teaspoon of water that makes up every single ocean on the earth in the hollow of his hand! (Isaiah 40:12) He is the God who, if every single world leader and every single nation were to unite forces and rail against him He would scoff and laugh. (Isaiah 40:15,23) He is the God who actually holds the dust of the earth in a basket, and has scales to weigh the mountains. (Isaiah 40:12) He is the God who never grows tired, never grows weary, and whose understanding no one can fathom. (Isaiah 40:28)

This market has everyone on edge.  But you know what?  This market does not belong to the bulls or the bears.  This market belong to Jesus, the Conquering Lion of the Tribe of Judah!  He is the Alpha and the Omega, the one who is, who was, and who is to come.  (Revelation 1:8)   He is the One who “carries on his shoulder the key to the house of David; what he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open.” (Isaiah 22:22)  He is the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only God and to  him be honor and glory for ever and ever. (I Timothy 1:17)

 

My prayer for all of us facing the impossibility of a real life situation is that the knowledge of this incomparably great God would grow to overshadow any humanly impossible situation.

God is, and always will be on the throne! God, He reigns!